I always have suffered in silence and cried in darkness.
Tears shed without being seen , the heart sank in deep ocean.
It has terrible ache that is beyond words, unhealed wounds that have no remedy.
I have always wished anyone to touch my soul with the warmth and grace.
So , all the my coldness and sorrow would melt away like glaciers in summer.
I know God can’t reach me, I thought you may , as a god sent , like a prophet.
You did it when I was all alone in a desert storm having no shelter , no friends.
You lifted me up when I was at the bottom of the pit , waiting for a hand to climb.
I came back to light , came back stronger than ever I thought of.
However, I never want you feel the weight of my love as an unseen burden.
I never meant to torment you with my countless despair.
I wish I was special, a man of hope , someone that could be loved.
But I am just a broken man , living on the amber of my dreams, waiting them to kindle again.
Hence, I chose to love you from distance, beyond the horizon of your mind , so that I don’t exist.
Yet , I still do , although fading away slowly in the wind.
I hope you don’t remember me but eternity may.
My love will echo in the void of space, words will be alive in the tiny specks of existence.
And my prayers for you will still remain unshaken , always , forever.
shubhro sinha
