You, me and a wall in between.

There are some differences that divide us. 
I wish if there was any way out.
I could foresee, you are leaving me alone.
Yet, I was in a hope of change in events.
Sadly enough, it didn't happen.
Good for you but worse for me.
I am not saying this world is meaningless without you 
But it would be more meaningful if you were around.
I refuse to believe that, I cant live without you.
But I would assume that with you things could be better and easier.
So, if destiny wants to this way, alright.
I have no interest whatsoever to refuse it.
I know, I am fated already.
The problem is a different one you know.
I carry a universe in my head and heart.
Quite afar from the cruel world we live in.
My universe has not anger, wrath or resentment.
You fit in perfectly there despite all of your vices.
I had accepted you the way you are and that gives me peace.
However, since you are no more in my realm of reality 
Which in fact revolves around you in my tiny little universe. 
I see no option at all than perishing all my imaginations to cease to existence.