Ephemerality and us.

The intense urge of holding things tightly forever is not unbeknown to us. Since we are humans, our primordial nature towards possession has been the same since ancient times. Nevertheless, it had never worked neither it would be in future because, change is inevitable, change is imminent, change is the only constant in this world. Whosoever has accepted it, takes a step forward towards redemption, the rest will continue to suffer in the spiral of never suffering. 

I know it for a fact that, life is a perpetual journey of suffering until you die. Every moment in this world we work hard to go beyond suffering. We earn money to avoid suffering, we eat food to avoid hunger, we make friends to avoid our loneliness, we fall in love to avoid living in a house all alone. 

No matter how optimistic you maybe but these aspects of life you can not defy or deny. At least, if you live in society, you gotta earn, live by paychecks to paychecks. Working hard for a mirage called happiness will ever come to you or miracle would change your life in a jiffy! Well, reality is actually pretty harsh and ruthless. Those miracles do happen but to only a fraction of people, the fortunate ones. You or me! Maybe are not so lucky. 

You know what Pneuma, I want experience all the sufferings, hardships, pain, trauma, insecurities having you around me. The elimination of inevitability is impossible for human beings. Call it fate or destiny, we shall all repay our debts in this world. I don’t mind going through perilous times since I have been already seen hell from the closest Hence, death doesn’t scare me anymore, uncertainty of life barely bothers me. I am quite equipoised in terms of my emotions and don’t fall onto my knees like I used to do. Life, however, excites me now and the unbeknownst nature of it makes things more appealing. 

Eventually, I can embrace death with a smile. Walk on the fire barefoot. Swim tides on the ocean with eyes close if you are with me.